Alissa dreams of being ravished by her two favorite men, but can she let go of the inhibitions that hold her back from telling them?
Alissa seems to have it all, a sexy live-in boyfriend and a super-hot foot worshipper on the side. Lately she has been secretly fantasizing about having them both at the same time. She hesitates to tell them, though, because they’re so different from each other and she’s afraid that asking them to ravish her together might result in a loss of both. As Jon explores his dominant side, he helps Alissa to communicate her wildest fantasies, while Clark wants nothing more than to pleasure her as much as she will let him.
General Release Date: 17th April 2015
My boyfriend, Jon, was in the bedroom of our one-bedroom apartment with the door closed. He was already asleep since it was a weeknight and his shift as a firefighter began at the crack of dawn.
Bored, I sat in the living room and surfed the Internet, looking up cute animal videos and reading recipes of appetizers I might make on the weekend. I checked my email and noticed a little green light next to Clark’s name. I was surprised to see him up so late on a weeknight as well, and I had the impulse to instigate a quick chat.
I knew Jon would be sorry to miss this interaction with Clark, as he loved the fact that I had a part-time lover. He said it turned him on to know other men desired me and he liked Clark and got off on having him watch us now and then. Plus, unlike Jon, Clark was kinky, which made it easier to negotiate my having both relationships. Neither of them was troubled by what I did with the other, because everyone’s needs were met.
Feeling flirty, I opened a chat box. Clark and I hadn’t seen each other in nearly a month. His green light seemed like a signal sent just to me.
Alissa: What are you doing up so late?
Clark: Hoping you’d message me, of course.
Alissa: Good answer. You’re a gentleman.
Clark: I try, Mistress. I try. Forgive me. I did not ask if I could call you Mistress and since we haven’t spoken in some time, I don’t want to make assumptions.
Alissa: You may.
Clark: Thank you. How have you been? Are you seeing fluffy pink clouds these days or are you haunted by some darker skies?
How typical of Clark to delve into my life with his usual emotional depth. I signed off abruptly, leaving Clark hanging and, no doubt, wondering what had happened. I could always tell him later I meant it as punishment. He’d like that. Or I’d lie and say the Internet had crapped out. The truth was, as much as I liked Clark, in that moment, I wanted Jon.
Jon and I loved each other. When we’d first gotten together, Jon had said it was hot I already had a submissive male in my life, and he’d encouraged me to keep casually seeing Clark. I’d been seeing him for years. Not often—twice a month, maybe. Only for a couple of hours at a time, just long enough for us to get what we needed from each other. No hanging out in public. No meeting the family. No spending time with each other’s friends. It was simple. Clean. Respectful. Kinky.
It was incredible to get to have it all. Love me, love my Femme Domme side, I’d told Jon. Jon loved me, and he did respect my fetish for pushing men around, but he didn’t share the kink. He said he didn’t really understand and definitely would not be my slave but he was fine with me getting my needs met elsewhere.
After a couple of years of both relationships, I wondered if Jon would support my secret fantasy to go even further with Clark. My clit forced me to obsess over the idea. I pictured Jon fucking me while I pleasured Clark with my mouth. Then I visualized them switching.
Oh, heavens.
Romance heroines have saved my sanity numerous times through break-ups and life changes. I find escaping into a romance both soothing and revitalizing—and even better when there are some steamy scenes to tantalize the imagination.
For most of my adult life, I’ve concentrated on carving out a serious career, but a number of love-hungry, sassy characters keep taking over my mind, insisting that I daydream, live vicariously through them and tell their stories. Watching these women emerge on the page gives me a different sort of satisfaction than I get from my day job. It is a joy to share them with readers.
I live in a tiny apartment in a crowded city and I like to think there is something romantic about this. I did manage to find my soul mate here.
Reviewed by Zinnia
Hot, hot, hot! I read this on the train and it was almost uncomfortable. I hoped no one was reading over my shoulder. Well, if they were, maybe they got a big surprise. This was one steamy read from start...
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